Blood And Flowers

Sometimes I think women are made
Of blood and flowers.
The little girls named
After innocent blooms
My own daughter
Named for the violets
In the autumn.
I remember
The women of years past
Stringing dried petals together
And singing to the Goddess
With a rosary
Before Mary was formed
In the consciousness
Of her mother
We forget
We spring up from the dirt
And to Her we return.
Not a creation of some
Abstract sky ruler
But conceived in the womb
Of the mother
Our mother.
When we open to full womanhood
We are
The lotus between the thighs
The jewel of creation
The rose of the womb
And like Blodeuwedd
We flower women wander off
In search of that which we desire
Following the call
Of our hearts.
They call that betrayal
In those tales.
So when you name that little girl
Thinking to sweeten her
Never forget
Who she belongs to
Don't be surprised
When she leaves you behind
For her true nature.

- Jenny Wren

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Imbolc and the return of the maiden

Imbolc and the return of the maiden

The wheel turns again today as we usher in the light of the Goddess Brigid. Also known as St Brigid in the Christian tradition, worship of the Goddess in her maiden form could not be eradicated by the coming of patriarchal religion and her light still shone bright.

Imbolc is all about new light and new hope, moving from the dead expanse of winter, the deep contemplation and reflection of the Crone, into the spark of fertility and return of life. The releasing, the processing, the hibernation of these dark months is culminating in a shedding and renewing.

You may be feeling called to write, to create. You may be processing how it felt to be a maiden or young girl and how you feel ready to reclaim the things that you loved when you were younger.

There is a sweet innocence in the energy of Brigid's festival, symbolised by the lamb, snowdrops and doves. Crosses and candles are also her symbols.

Some affirmations for Imbolc...

I am always moving towards the light

Spring always comes again

I feel my innate wholeness and goodness

I am a unique spark of life and light

I am an expression of divine love

I accept myself wherever I am on my journey

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I Thought I Was Healed

I thought I was healed

When I made boundaries like blockades

So nobody could come in

Or out.

I thought I was healed

When I was no longer willing to compromise

I called that self-love.

I went from a girl with a heart so open

She gave too much

To a woman who had nothing left to give.

The people I met were mirrors,

I ran from my reflection again and again

And claimed the fault lay with them.

Now

In this gift of space

I am grateful for this opportunity to expand

I am grateful for the inner journey

I am grateful for the release of tears

I am grateful for the poignant vulnerability of this awakening.

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