Love And Consciousness

My femininity

Is not a gift he gives to me.

It exists in the dance

Between Love and Consciousness

As I make my body softer, make my breaths slower

As I listen and move to my inner song.

There is a man who is as silent as a sunset

And I thought I needed all the words from him

Like so many men before-

"Can't live without you, can't bear the thought

Of not getting to touch you"

So desperate for sweet nothings

In place of a real something

(The truth, I am indescribable)

When what I needed was to be witnessed

So I could sink further into tenderness.

I am a tornado of wanting

I am a well of love

That will draw you into the deep

From which you drink and taste life.

- Jenny Wren