August

What a messy and beautiful month. Devotions coming back in slowly... Grateful for bead practices and the accessibility of mantra and repetition when intensely mothering. A friend asked me what the difference is between working as a healer and being on maternity leave.

I call it maternity leave but really I know it will be years before I find my feet. The main difference for me is when working full time as a healer, your daily life is full of rituals, boundaries and mastery over energy. To be able to hold space for the flow, you must become a fortress. The routines that will protect your body and home from what is coming in and going out.

Magdalene, the tower.

How do I feel now? Like a marshmallow. Boundaries collapsed. Rituals blown to the wind. I am building back devotion step by step in new ways, alongside devotion to my baby. My bones have not even been closed yet and I definitely won't be ready for any work before then.

If you are hoping to work with me please join my waiting list, although I am active on social media I am not working and will not be for the foreseeable.